a good holiday : )

i'm real glad that i decided to go ahead with the Penang trip eventhough there were obstacles and considerations. somehow, i knew if i didn't go, i would not have been able to hear what i needed to hear from God. somehow, i think Penang has become something a place of reflection and pondering.

"you're on the right track."

i needed to hear that.

but it wasn't because i needed to justify my choices or decisions for the past few months and days before. it wasn't because i was indignant and i wanted to just prove a point though to some it might have seemed that way.

i needed to hear my Father's voice.

i needed to be sure that i wasn't stepping out of boundaries and i needed to be assured by Him that i wouldn't take a step that would make me drown and sink.

and as i bowed my head and prayed and make that silent plea in my heart. as i opened up my palms to show him all my doubts, worries and fears. as i surrendered them quietly while not knowing what would happened...

...He answered.

because my God is mighty to save, HE IS MIGHTY TO SAVE.

and though at times, we get tired of singing this song... i won't get tired of saying it in the way You love to hear me say...

I love You, Jesus... deep down in my heart : )

p.s. thank you Connie. i think talking things out made me realise what God wants me to do. who said midnight talks don't work :p