Dear Mr. Someone,

How have you been? It's been ages since I've written to you. Maybe because things have gotten so busy this whole year of 2011. How has your year been so far? I bet you were caught up with a whirlwind of things too, right?

This year, my heart has been tested. I catch myself wondering whether I've finally met you and whether you've finally met me. Nothing too romantic, but yes, I felt a fluttering once in a while. But I know it's going to take more than just a feeling to open up and allow another person in my heart.

Life has been so interesting in this area. I see myself react, think and feel in a totally different way in this area this year. Perhaps God is leading me into a whole new different perspective of living. To learn to pray for things that never seemed to matter to me before. And now, I pray for all those things because I realise that God wants them to matter to me. Wow, that's something new. We always thought we'd pray for God's will in things that interest Him but we never thought of ourselves being His focus as well.

I miss you lots. I know I'm writing a blog post here to someone that I have yet to meet but yet I want to prepare my heart. That there will be that defining moment where we both decide to take our friendship beyond a friendship. Where two individuals set aside their differences and purpose to share a common vision together as a couple and later on as a family unit to glorify God and be a blessing to those around them.

That day will come. Until then, I will stay true to you. My Mr. Someone :)