i am through with you

i quit pretending things are ok.

i quit trying to think that it's my fault and somehow you're fine.

i quit telling myself that things will be all right.

i quit believing that whatever I say or do matters to you.

i quit asking to "talk things out" because we've done that already.

i quit being committed for a cause that you aren't living out yourself.

i quit trusting in relationships.

i quit wanting to be your friend, it's more painful to be friends with you.

i start to realise that life is a whole lot better when i have a change of scenery.

i start seeing myself for whom God sees me for.

i start looking for the right answers in the right places.

i start becoming a happier person when you're out of my life.

i start embracing that there's nothing wrong with me, it's the way God made me : )

i start loving the people who return love to me.

i start the day by learning to say "no" when I need to.

i start singing because it takes away bad feelings.

i start enjoying my life when I realise that I have a choice to live it without this crap

this is where i begin to say one thing to myself from today onwards,

i will survive.

i will make it through.

i will live, laugh and love the way I know how to.

i will breathe and enjoy life the way God wants me to.

and you,

i bid you goodbye mentally, emotionally and spiritually.

i need to cut you out.

i don't need your good intentions anymore.

i am stronger than this.