Take me

you know how you worry that things will never be the same again?

or how sometimes because of what you say or do, that perhaps there's no turning back and all would be lost because of your intentions?

i hate that feeling.

but i hate something else even more.

i would hate it if i live this life without telling you how I really feel about you.

i would hate myself if i did not have the guts to be honest to people who I love the most.

i would hate to see myself become someone who could be tossed around by circumstances.

i would hate not rising up to fight for what is right.

i would hate being a coward when I was needed to be brave.

drama happens all the time. sometimes you can avoid it, and yet sometimes it just happens and sweeps you straight into all the confusion, emotional battles and frustrations of life. if only i could just pull the plug and the drama switches off and things return to normal but sadly things have to run their natural course.

what can one do when things seem upside down?

what do you do when you feel that things are slipping out of your fingers no matter how desperately you try to grab ahold of them?

i can only just surrender things to God. Because in Him there is peace, hope and comfort. In God, it's the only place that I can escape and restore my mind to sanity and be renewed. When I am face to face with God, things don't seem so unbearable anymore because I've come to the Source of life and in Him, I am restored : )

Hear Your voice, a gentle whisper

That calls from deep within

On my knees, my heart it cries out

I'm longing to draw near

Hide me now under the shadow of Your wings

Lord, into Your presence I will run

Take me away with You

I want to be close to You

Take me away into the Secret Place

Take me into Your Arms

Here in Your presence I belong

Take me away into the Secret Place