Goodbye and Hello

Another year has passed by : )

Somehow, things get clearer and blur-er at the same time.

Never have I gone through before this moment of asking myself is it real or am i just being sensitive?

But I know I need to close this chapter for now and move on the next scene in my life.

I know somehow, that perhaps, things were never meant to be the way I imagined them.

Am I losing hope? I'm not. I'm just being realistic with circumstances around me and moving forward with my life.

The same way you are moving ahead with yours.

Am I catching up to you while you're running away to chase your dreams?

I've decided to let you go and pursue your dreams. I recognise my role and that is to support and to encourage all the way. To ask for something beyond that insults the very foundation of the friendship we both share.

I didn't ask for much anyways, so don't you go and worry about it : ) you know i never let my heart run away too far from my sanity and reasoning anyways

The occasional maybe floats by now and then but I know and I acknowledge that its not what I should be thinking about at this moment. I know its something that you aren't thinking about as well.

So goodbye Mr. Someone. I've said so many times that one day I'll sing at your wedding as a gift to you and your bride haven't I?

I mean it : )

Hello 2010, lets make it an awesome 11 more months!