Kind Consideration and Maturity

she screams into the silence.

not even an echo returns.

life is such that you wish you could be able to be brutally honest about your actual condition. i suppose you can, but brace yourself for the comments that come your way.

she's too afraid to hear what she knows she will hear.

grow up. let it go. you should know this better than anyone else.

it's in the past. why are you letting it bother you?

it's your own choice in being where you are now.

so many voices echo in her mind. with all those considerations, why should she bother to be honest? why bother to bare it all when it brings no benefit?

its just not the right timing. it's not the right mind to be in. it's not the right thing to even be bothered about.

it's just not right.

so lets do the right thing.

so she decided to bury her heart and start 2010 differently.

away from it all.

away from herself.

away from anything that could possibly pose as a threat again.

out with the old, in with the new.

Dec 18 comes in less than 24 hours.

it will be a sleepless night to commemorate this event.

that... is the right thing to do.