passing thoughts

i wonder if its a psychological thing... in a group, it's just there.

i can feel it creeping into my heart

i can sense it trying to take my attention away

i know it desires to just lure my emotions to it

but i have to fight with it

i have to realise that there is a power Above that can set me free

sometimes i struggle with the concept that He can save me

then i realise that humans struggle with concept and fail

Jacob struggled with God, and found a new name, a new identity

it takes a whole life time to live out the life that God has prepared for me

the realisation of this isn't anymore those rock-fist moments at concerts

the reality hits me and i realise that i've

outgrown the Christian movements of my generation

no more of the euphoric moments where thousands jump and scream

there is a quiet, but peaceful dawning of revelation

that He is God Almighty. He is the Creator.

i am His creation. i was made to praise Him and bring glory to His name

as i write this... i am found by You.

you are my Friend and King.

i am Yours, forever i will sing

faithful is

my Friend and King