Strong Enough

As I rest against this cold, hard wall will You pass me by? 

Will You criticize me as I sit and cry? 

I had fought so hard and thought that all my battles had been won 

Only to find the war has just begun 

Is He not strong enough? Is He not pure enough? 

To break me, pour me out, and start again?

Is He not brave enough to take one chance on me?

Please, can I have one chance to start again? 

Will my weakness for an hour make me suffer for a life time 

Is there anyway to be made whole again? 

And If I'm healed, renewed and find forgiveness, find a strength I've never had 

Will my scars forever ruin all God's plan? 

Is He not strong enough? Is He not pure enough? 

To break me, pour me out, and start again?

Is He not brave enough to take one chance on me?

Please, can I have one chance to start again? 

He took my life into his hands and it turned it all around 

In my most desperate circumstance It's there I finally found 

That You are strong enough, that You are pure enough 

To break me, pour me out and start again 

That You are brave enough to take one chance on me 

Oh, thank You for my chance to start again

Two months. Confusion. Reasoning. Observing. Disappointment. More questions. Questions. Doubts. Light. Vision. Purpose. Serving. Pharisees. Loneliness. Independence. Truths. Lies. Even more questions. Trust. Suspicion. Weirdness. Friends. Family. Wondering. Clouds in the sky. Lunch. Whatever. God. Faith. Prophecies. Love. Cars. Money. Values. Principles.

Argh.