the sound in the silence part II

I've been wondering... just how long this silence would persist inside... somehow, screaming it at the top of my lungs from the rooftops or declaring it to a multitude or even ranting and raving about it to someone... it doesn't make a difference.

Because its the sound in the silence. it's like in a vacuum. it's there, yet you can't hear it kinda thing.

*chuckle*

somehow, I'd much prefer to be where I am at the moment. Not because I'm defiant. Not because I'm ignorant (heaven forbid) and not because I'm in a i-don't-care kinda mood. It's just that I don't hear or see the direction to go to somewhere else.

of course, complications arise and suddenly i find myself being the object of interest to some. Understanding was subjective in the very beginning anyways, so who cares?

Should I just drop everything and disappear as I always thought I should? Just when I thought today would be the last day... somehow God decides to step in and make the day seem utterly wonderful and full of hope. Jesus can do that for you, ya know... He loves to inspire, motivate and exhort.... even if you didn't breathe a word of prayer.

Just so you know. I have a relationship with God. And it doesn't matter if I come in after 5pm :)

have a nice day.