tears

今晚终于觉得有点累了。不知道最后一次掉泪的时候是几时，应该很久之前了吧。呵~

时钟快要接近凌晨三点可是看来今早我应该是会失眠了。

有很多事情在脑里不停的旋转，我的心情也开始变得有点凌乱。原来我也会有烦恼的，呵呵呵~ 也许自己该学会放弃，学会从另外一个角度去看某些事情。

可是上帝，我今晚可以选择把自己的心情释放一下吗？因为我不能再假扮坚强或者假扮自己可以真正和成熟的去面对身边的人了。告诉您一个秘密哦，其实我会在速码相机后做摄影师也是因为我知道... [no comment]

Thank you. I think I've been very honest about the way things are now for me. I hope I can sleep now. The tears haven't stopped falling for now [edit: they've stoppped].

Do you still love me? Are you sure? Sometimes, I still can't believe that part about love myself.

:'(