the ups and downs of life

"When is it my turn?"

...I suppose I do sound... But I'm not. I'm just... wondering I guess...

Just for once, it'd be nice to see it happen... just once. Watching Enchanted doesn't really help things either, it just makes me imagine that happy endings do come. No, I'm not doubting God's plan. For those smart-alecs and "but you're supposed to trust God" people.. I'm just letting out my frustrations. And I'm not holding it against God, so don't come with your pitchforks and advice and tell me what I do know. If you were a friend, you'd know better than to come and tell me all the biblical advice, I know it as well as you do.

anyway... God, you see, I'm just wondering...

... if it would happen this year ...